Episode 273: Burnout

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[00:01:43] This week we do not have squirrels. Unfortunately. He has a lot going on Pop out though. I'm sure he has a party this weekend. Yeah, man. This is the week of July 1st So coach's birthday is coming up

[00:01:57] It's Joe Joe's birthday this week. Happy birthday. We are we appreciate everything that you do for us man for sure for sure Happy birthday to Don as well, you know more life more everything Like being like that little brother

[00:02:34] You know what it is it's the dome is the dome I Did the promo clip right for the story time and While I was editing it the clip I was like cuz you know, I was like, yo

[00:03:00] I'm telling the story how I fell in love with this nigga girl As I edit it I heard row in the back like Row is my subconscious Paul you know how Harlem probably I can for me. It's just wrong

[00:03:15] Anytime I say something flagrant I'd be like no, bro Police yeah shouts to row man. Oh, yeah. I don't know if row was me probably not but We have Rose house this weekend There's gonna be a jam-packed summer facts eventful summer, but With us being outside

[00:03:40] right and working heavy There is a sense of burnout that comes with that. No guys and uh, but before we talk about burnout Right. I wanna we got a question From wonder who is from D Blanco Shabba-D Blanco shoutouts to you my love

[00:04:02] What does your idea of success look like? Like what's your I made it moment? For me that will be When I'm able to gain More than I'm gaining now without exerting the amount of energy Because Don I am burnt out like Extremely burnt out. I'm tired. I

[00:04:36] Haven't really been able to enjoy my new place because As a flight attendant, this is how I'm gonna explain it. My crib is literally a crash pad They I spent more time in the air and in hotels than I do. I

[00:04:52] Open a key card my keys open up hotel rooms more than it my own And I don't feel like I'm getting to enjoy this. It's just I have a place to lay my head expensive place to make my head but I am

[00:05:08] Hurt so success for me would be able to Make more enjoy more We're doing less make more and do less. I love that Like money not being a thought it's like yeah, yeah, I want to get to the point where is that I make enough is like now

[00:05:27] What's what people usually say? Not money is not a problem. It's it's like a cliche thing. People say like More money. No, not more money. No pro. No more money more problems. Um

[00:05:40] Money's not everything. Mm-hmm. I don't get to the point where that's it. That's my my train of thought was like money's not everything Right now it's everything. Yeah, it's everything. Um So with burnout I want to give you guys the signs Burnout warning signs, right?

[00:06:03] You guys are listening being Constantly tired and unmotivated But struggling to rest in sleep Suddenly having a burst of energy of productivity that can sometimes predict a big crash coming soon You find yourself stuck in a freeze

[00:06:24] Example mindless scrolling on social media for hours in your free time, even if you know, that's not what you want to do You feel clinical like the things you are doing don't matter or aren't important You're making clear careless mistakes more often You're experiencing compassion fatigue

[00:06:44] The sudden inability to tap into your feelings of empathy or compassion Even fun things are starting to feel stressful and obligated or obligations you find yourself being highly irritable and snapping at loved ones over the smaller things and

[00:07:02] Constant procrastination and taking longer to get things done often paired with overwhelm and stress These are all the signs the warning signs of being burnt out I think I check all nine signs Lee I wouldn't I Wouldn't check compassion

[00:07:20] Hmm. I thought it's my ministry bro. Like I like to hear people out, but it's like but see, uh When we recorded a couple weeks ago and we talked about the shorty I was missing and all of that stuff

[00:07:37] I think I was too hot like it's too tired even put a train of thought to it like Hope she's fine facts and that's all I have and that's that's good enough. Yeah. Yeah

[00:07:48] So sometimes it's like I'm too tired to deal with this. Like I can't I don't have enough in me to Give this any deeper thought then how simple it is right now So that then the not being motivated procrastinating on certain things, but I did a photo shoot

[00:08:07] I was like person's like I'll take your time. I was like, oh you told the wrong motherfucking Right now sometime. I don't wanna do shit bro. Like I don't I don't mind this girl on social media because

[00:08:17] Social media takes a lot of fucking energy out of me now like I watch a people's opinion That's what I'm going Twitter anymore It's like all these four fucking opinions a form of performed about a fucking album about this about dating shut the fuck up

[00:08:30] Twitter is not my target audience. I'm good. I'm good off that shit, but I mean it is people love you on Twitter You're more a Twitter person than I am I'm over Instagram gonna go even like at one point I felt like the gym was I'm like

[00:08:43] I'm fucking tired of going to the gym right now I was like when I thought that I said now I'm gonna front some of this room If you know me well, if you know that something's wrong You know what the beauty of life is sometimes as

[00:08:56] tough as life can get You always have the ability to start over yeah, so so At the top of the year. I was very heavily in the gym and I feel like I got burnt out with the process of

[00:09:16] Losing weight or reaching my fitness goal. Mm-hmm. I just felt like I wasn't getting it fast enough. I was just tired of it I procrastinated going to the gym because I wasn't seeing the results that I wanted to see I wasn't getting to where I was getting

[00:09:30] but the beauty of that is I Could get me motivated and go right back and start over. That's beautiful. So when you're burnt out Maybe you take a pause You know give yourself time to recoup get some rest because that crash out

[00:09:51] Can potentially also happen because you're fatigued you were doing too much. I remember the last car accident I got into My day was so long

[00:10:00] That I just fell asleep on the road and I was literally two minutes away from my own house. Remember that shit was yesterday, so Rest is very very very important, you know And then sometimes what also could be burning you out is being pulled in multiple directions

[00:10:19] everybody wants something from and you you don't really have the Uh Not intelligence but the courage to say no and I'm saying no because I'm tired I'm burnt out. I don't have it to give well, let me get back to you when I can get back to you

[00:10:37] I already had to tell some man she the other day. Yeah, they actually do something for them Even is my mom. She's like can you do this for me? I'm like, oh my god, am I doing Emma? Wow, I'm your mother. Yeah

[00:10:47] So well, I don't have the energy to do it. You could find the engine my mom It was lovely talking to you I'm gonna hang up the phone now. I mean that with no disrespect. I love you to death

[00:10:57] You're not taking you're not taking when I'm saying seriously, I'm tired Oh, but you could just drop down the block Fuck y'all on the block of something happens to me. You're gonna feel at fault right? Oh, don't say that Good night

[00:11:08] Yeah, it's like your bro. Like it hurt for me to tell my mother No, always helps hurts for me to my mother know anybody know what's like bring out choose yourself boundaries Choose your fucking self bro injuries during this burnout like

[00:11:20] Yeah, I don't y'all shouldn't know I'm damn sure y'all know but like bro, I'm working fucking gigs back to back to back to back Bird shit got so bad. I was a little uh, she might hit me up to do video and photos

[00:11:31] I was like a bright one front fuck that your quantity. What you doing, bro? Fuck this shit bro. Joe. What you doing, bro? I'm tired of this shit, bro That's the point of the day was like, oh I'm tired of hustling show time It's burning me fuck out

[00:11:44] People make hustling sound so fucking glorious like oh I sleep four hours a day. Yeah, I gotta wake up We got same 24 hours. No, did you got that 24 hours?

[00:11:53] You bout to have a longer 24 hours him cause being fucking shook like the shit oneself but in the dream now I don't even know what I even know about that. But yeah, bro shit

[00:12:06] Who wants to live their life like this from what about you Joe? I feel like you've been burnt out for a while Yeah, and you're fucking your desk that was fucking insane again, yeah, that's how I knew you was burnt out

[00:12:16] I've never I'm Joe the same way again Joe is it Joe is one of the most as far as creatively one of the most Creek Organized person I've ever seen and it was one time. I just saw his

[00:12:31] Screen saving with so many things. I was like what the fuck am I looking? This is so cluttered like How do you find files bro, how are you looking at this and I'm like, oh bro you will burn out

[00:12:41] You're not crazy to have time to fix that but yeah I mean you guys talking about burnout that has been something I've been struggling with all year long And I think I've been vocal about it, which is something that's new for me

[00:12:56] Fucking tired. Like I'm not just saying that because that's the cool thing to say. I'm really like exhausted I've tried to find time to disconnect and You know take care of myself I owe myself, you know, obviously my birthday coming up

[00:13:09] I owe myself like something or a trip or something just so I could really relax But I think that is For me personally something that will help me More than anything is being able to just say I ain't doing shit

[00:13:23] I know I have my hands in so many people's careers and dreams and aspirations, but I need to Literally refill myself right so that like I feel like the version that people are getting of me right now

[00:13:39] It's just getting the job but imagine who I could be if I really was in my bag Oh sure, I'm saying I I saved this and it goes to what you're saying And I want to know how y'all feel about this. Somebody said my theory on

[00:13:54] Burnout has nothing to do with how many hours you work or how hard you work It's caused by working for people you don't like Towards goals. You don't believe in in a system that grants, you know

[00:14:06] agency, okay, it's ironic that you said that so I had a meeting with Yaya and the team and You know, we were discussing just the work that we got coming up and you know, yeah, I had said something like yeah

[00:14:18] But y'all know you'd be tired. You always telling me, you know, you burnt out whatever I stopped I say yo when it comes to you That's not an excuse right like because I enjoy this part of like of you know what we have and

[00:14:31] There's something about working for the people that I actually do fuck with that I kind kind of can put the burnout the feeling of burnout on a back burner Because I also have this weird thing that when my people are succeeding

[00:14:42] I feel like I am succeeding to whether I play a role in it or not That is what I can lean on sometimes like, you know that so it feels you it does it definitely does So, what do you feel about

[00:14:57] We've all well, I don't want to say we've all cuz I don't know about you quantity both I know for most part most of us have worked in jobs that we don't like but it's helping with the bills Yep

[00:15:10] But that seemed but going there the idea of going there Causes the procrastination Sure like for me the challenge right now of the gym, it's not the gym itself You know, it's getting there because I think about

[00:15:27] The first step of getting up. I keep pushing it back cuz I Yeah until I realized you know the other day I Told myself I'm going to the gym, right and I was just so tired

[00:15:43] I worked a red-eye. I was so tired the time so stole me off. I woke up early It's not o'clock in New York, but it was 6 o'clock in LA and I'm like, I'm gonna get to the gym

[00:15:55] And it's not until Don text me. Oh you went to the gym fucking I'm gonna go. Oh, that's what he went Cuz I wasn't if he didn't text me that I wasn't gonna go and at first I was like in my mind

[00:16:06] Like I said, I'm dealing with my pride and ego not defending myself I Get it I took a minute to respond But like that's not what I want to say. That's not how I feel. I'm not

[00:16:22] Nah, he's genuinely asking. Oh, did you go cuz I said I was gonna go he's holding me accountable, right? Right? so I got up and I went and You know, I don't know when you when you take a minute from working out, especially cardio

[00:16:38] Your pores start open up and you feel itchy Yo, bro, that's you dad That is when I realized That I took too long from the gym because I was only on the treadmill for 30 minutes before I felt like I had to scratch

[00:16:53] I'm scratching all I like now I gotta start working out But your body got to get used to your pores opening up or your sweat glands. Oh, yeah Cuz that shit made me feel so I'm on the treadmill

[00:17:09] With energy drink I'm like, no, I think it's a nice a c4 bro so I just knew I needed to Just get back and pace myself and not trying to do too much being okay with doing the work not trying to

[00:17:26] Hit the mark on every time I get a task even at work. I just find myself, you know Not working with a smile lately. I'm just hitting These next two weeks I get paid, you know, so finding the joy again, uh

[00:17:43] Quan you ever get burned out with Sunday Yeah, absolutely In my in my bro Facts yeah, cool. You know to thank you guys. Yeah for sure definitely get burnt out With fashion it will with my clothing brand it's it's kind of hard because you have to

[00:18:04] You have to keep going even if people are like buy anything You have to continue to put things out continue to like do photo shoots all these things cost and it's like the money isn't coming In as fast as it's going out then you do get burnt out

[00:18:17] You're a little slower when it comes to designs your brain isn't really in a creative mode. It's more of a survival mode So you're not having fun doing the doing the designing. It's more so I'm making this in hopes that it's you're going from I'm making this

[00:18:32] Because what I want to make so I'm making this because I know it'll sell and it's two different designs Question how do you stay motivated while doing so much you have like fucking eight jobs for them. I

[00:18:46] Don't know I think I'm like some days I'm just on autopilot I just keep going I'm doing all this in hopes. I don't have to do a lot of good later I

[00:18:58] Store from one day. I have office where all my businesses are working and I'm just like I come in here and there I'll do what I need to do, but

[00:19:05] All this all the hard work starts now and then hopefully later on when I'm in my 30s. I'll just relax and shit Yeah, how old do you detach? Every day every day around like 10 o'clock

[00:19:17] To be I mean sometimes obviously not sometimes I'm up the whole night working some days I'm only get two hours of sleep, but I try to just I try to get everything done before like 8 o'clock

[00:19:28] So when I go home, I don't want to see my car. I don't want to see outside If I look at my phone, I'm going on tick-tock and going to laugh Nobody talked to me about nothing serious

[00:19:39] Yeah, I got a as hard as you work. You got to really be Dedicated to that point of yo this leave my work alone Because it's consumed so much during the day Like I need a minute to myself if I'm not sleeping. I need to be doing something

[00:19:54] Yeah, I feel like rest is so essential like I'm so burnt out I'm not even getting a good quality of sleep And I think it's my anxiety that keeps me up Even when I'm sleeping that I am NOT getting the deep sleep that I'm supposed to be getting

[00:20:09] you know, so That deep sleep because I track my sleep. I have two apps that track my sleep Sometimes I sleep with my Apple watch and then I have this app that I pay for called shut eye

[00:20:20] I play it you press play and it listens to you sleep from it Tracks me how long does it take how long? It takes you to fall asleep It tracks if you snoring it tracks if you grind your teeth it tracks if you bite your tongue

[00:20:35] It tracks if you talk and my sleep score be hideous Now there are certain techniques that it teaches you to do based off of your study So I said a banana before anything was strong magnesium in it Magnesium or potassium potassium

[00:21:00] Potassium before bed so either Kiwi or banana a hot shower and It sometimes it says get some and a heavy meal. So I try to have like Eat shower hot shower cold room Cold room helps you sleep. That'll do for me and

[00:21:20] And I'll take a bite of it. I'll eat a whole Kiwi before bed So I could get and I usually when that happens, especially after a long day at work. Oh, I'm like, oh wait, I'm out

[00:21:33] I'm out but it's being consistent with that because sometimes after these long flights I'm getting in 12 a.m I'm getting in one in the morning, bro. I just want to shed my clothes Make sure this bed is

[00:21:46] Safe lock that room behind me and I'm in that bed, but ass Respectfully respectfully on top of the cover. I'm too tired to even get underneath the sheets and I'm underneath the sheet bed What's what's what is the opposite of burnout

[00:22:05] Shit, good. I think I face that more so that I do burn No, the opposite for me is like when I'm on a high like I'd be feeling like Steph He's on fire. Like I can't miss like for me

[00:22:18] Content wise when the episode come to my mind straight straight straight straight straight like I'm writing shit down Everything is on go what I would say the opposite of that is you know that feeling when you're feeling you're like you're burnt out

[00:22:30] But you had that burst of energy That's that feeling but it said here that you gotta be you got no No that feeling though that same feeling when you had that energy you have that

[00:22:39] But it's suddenly having a burst of energy of productivity that can sometimes predict a big crash Okay, I'm not saying this is the exact same thing I'm saying that not that exact feeling but it's like you have that energy though

[00:22:51] You feel well rested you feel like your brain is working how it's supposed to be working like that's that's opposite so yeah, so I would say like Calm this Being fully present No, it's mostly I'm not doing enough, but I know I'm doing enough

[00:23:09] So like even when you said it was like resting I'll feel like weird and guilty about just like doing nothing real quick Cuz it's like oh you could be doing this or you could be doing that when it's like, you know

[00:23:19] I've done all these things all day. I could just relax and show so I think I don't know if I'm phrasing it correctly, but Yeah, I'm more so have that like oh go do this go do that. Don't rest even if you are resting

[00:23:34] As opposed to just you know, just resting or sleeping are you addicted to uh, there's always more You could be doing more. Yeah, I think because of the situation

[00:23:44] I'm in like I work for myself at all all the things I do. So if I'm not doing anything is time wasted Time wasted is money not going into my account. So it's like What I'm not doing I could be doing and I could be getting money

[00:23:58] So if I'm not doing it, I'm just resting and relaxing. What are you doing? You know, it's funny. That's why I actually got that from you that that you kind of like we I think we had a conversation about Us playing video games

[00:24:12] Say I'm not really playing video games right now because I feel like I'm wasting my time doing this And every time I start playing video games a damn It's like clients lay on they go to

[00:24:26] Website me a part of this let me do this. I'd like damn even yesterday. I was like no, I gotta I gotta do nothing I'm saying this AC. I'm not gonna do anything

[00:24:34] That was me a couple weekends ago, man. What I didn't need a crib bro. Why he's on the rooftop I'm looking at Connie from my phone like yeah, have fun, bro

[00:24:47] That's how I know I'm burnt out when I don't feel like being social yeah my social batteries all already low because I I Never I didn't grow up in a in a space where I had to be social

[00:25:01] so trying to figure that out in real time and and Adapting my environment. That's that's a slight delay in my growth But When I look forward for nothing to do Nothing to do I can't wait until I have

[00:25:20] Nothing to do but you have to make sure like you getting I stick to it cuz then I'm again to Fill even if it's a day. I feel like I'm complacent

[00:25:29] I gotta find something to do like I know I have at least 10 days to the next episode come out now I might as well edit it cuz I need something to do. No, I just want to rest and

[00:25:39] Just sit there and have nothing to do and I think you know I think it it also forces the people around you to kind of You know pick up Pick up where you where you where you're leaving off in a sense, right?

[00:25:53] Like especially if you if you're a person of service, right? I know I am that If I need a place and people around me in my life know that it's like I just think it's keep saying it Everybody gotta step up for themselves

[00:26:07] Right because Joe might not be able to pour into you the way he has been doing for how it may and that's something I tell you all the time. I'm like, yo, bro

[00:26:17] Your cup empty bro, you just keep pouring into people and trying to show up for people and it's like Yeah, you are you're you're an active service, but I feel like what you do is your fulfillment is too dependent on other success and

[00:26:36] Not that it they won't be successful or anything but it's like yo, I wish you would take more time to just be Kojo and not Joe got game or Dazzy knows best

[00:26:49] I feel like if you really knew best you would know by now that you are no good to these people until you're good to Yourself. I do know that that's the crazy part It's like yo, I don't want to overstep but it'd be like moments

[00:27:05] I want to come to your crib and just take your phone. Take your laptop, please Just like who took my shit my ways my shit, please But it's like you mean that it would be spiraling in the crib. Yeah, but then it's like yo, you don't wanna

[00:27:18] Assist his crash out, but it's no please come take my things really need to like Pour into yourself and reset like yo, what is good for Kojo right now?

[00:27:30] Do I need to go to Island Burger and just watch old Nick games for a couple of hours and not talk? Huh, I'm gonna be stressed well the ones they win You know I'm saying but it's like that's not sorry. I forgot season

[00:27:46] That's the only time is like I what can Joe do in this moment? That has nothing to do with Somebody's bottom line Question around the room what truly makes you happy? Shit, I don't know. I

[00:28:01] Don't know yet. I don't know yet. I'm trying to figure it out. I could say this Miss one things that make me happy. Just just hanging out with my bros. I got watched a video the other day It was like yo

[00:28:13] Yeah, you have your your significant other of course you you love it there Like that's another thing that I love being around that brings me peace being around challenges talking like We don't always talk about our problems. Sometimes we just laugh about shit. We laugh too much I

[00:28:29] Was a good moments where like Yeah, it'd be the nonverbal communication and all that Laughing about random most random shit like there'd be a kid walking across street. Look at that shit Fuck you doing over here? We just the most dumb shit The first golden hour

[00:28:50] That made me happy That was a fun day That's why that's why like, you know, um a Particular person would be like, oh you having one of them lit summers. We out gallivanting. I don't be a nobody face I just be in the corners just laughing

[00:29:12] Joking is always something that's making me laugh and that that moment of like not distraction but To take your mind off of the weight of the world Anything that takes my mind off of the weight of the world that I have to carry makes me happy

[00:29:27] If it's a good plate of food video game, it's a video game sleep if it's a sleep if it's a nice conversation I love having a good conversation Come on Now but those things just bring me peace bro, just being around my community my people like

[00:29:57] Just hanging me as me and my brother just hanging out on the steps. Just talking Every piece bro, be careful to arm you're like I'm miss a mouth hug I Like being soft, yeah I Am materialistic so like clothes like

[00:30:48] Something I buy myself something like going out. Like you said if I go out and I swipe and nothing happens, I'm Gucci Respectfully respectfully. Yeah. Nah, that's the type also hit my back also hanging around. Yeah, well, we're gonna go out soon

[00:31:03] So I appreciate that brother, you know, it's crazy Getting like a car wash Used to like that used to be the thing for me. I'm like, I feel like I was washing away

[00:31:15] Everything and once I got into the car fresh. I was like, oh, yeah, this is peace. This is peace. That was my shit And then just parking and stopping it is like sitting in your driveway or whatever like those goes

[00:31:27] Actually, you know, I do that a lot now. What's a I just sit in the car Now sitting the car outside my you know When a sidewalk anything like that on the street, I'd rather park in my driveway. Do that gonna say PTSD from other things

[00:31:41] Be happy down. Oh, yeah after after a long day just sit there Yeah Relief I got him back got back home safe the day we got through today Well, you got a driveway books yeah, I can't

[00:32:16] What I'm going to find a parking spot when I do you gotta talk I'm right in front am I gonna drive around And when it's dead Why you love me? Don't I don't know if your old block would like this or if your block would like this on

[00:32:28] My block everybody kind of respects everybody's respective space. Yeah, like I this is where y'all Bro, this is somebody on my block that only five cars bro. I see now he got a He's selfish what you gonna tell him you go time in there if you want to

[00:33:00] That used to buy a fresh pair of kicks, oh I haven't done it Yeah, that used to buy me that used to buy me I mean that used to bring me so much peace a fresh pair of kicks. No one. I got a fresh pair fit a fit

[00:33:14] You know what makes me happy fantasizing about the life I want. Mm-hmm that yo, I guess tangible like I Could see it that makes me happy. You gotta visualize it for you. Yeah That's a fact. Uh

[00:33:29] The other day I put in a group chat a bunch of pictures of like nice homes that makes me happy looking up like a fly cribs Looking up fly cribs make me make me happy Like I got a new thing for Lawson in New York

[00:33:42] Before I get a loft like I got experience what that's like like Top floor your own apartment. You just go up to sit the bed is up there. They overlook the city. Oh my god

[00:33:54] You know, I visualize was crazy actually visualize myself actually like selling down in like another state like I'm about that man or something Leave it Like that that's the piece that I love Going in going to bed with my beautiful woman just going no Times

[00:34:17] She like that's like think about that mouth hug. Yeah. Yeah Immaculate Something else that makes me happy. Thank you for I appreciate this I Don't want to be cocky, but I don't think nobody put on Sunday better than me not even you got it. Oh shit Yeah, oh

[00:34:50] I get the Cyrus We be killing it at the unit though. We'd be killing it No arguments from me here I take I put that shit on That makes me happy Going in a spot I know we on quantity had already big

[00:35:09] But in a spot and seen a bunch of people in my nigga shit Here obviously there's a lot of stuff that I actually like help design and like that that shit that there's no feeling like that

[00:35:28] Yeah, my little I go into the fucking um Barclays and niggas like that's on there Yeah, so I know he said I don't think I just saw did that made that that's my man

[00:35:44] Fuck with that bro, like me wearing in record room niggas like oh, that's your fire. Let's get that from My son Now that makes me happy that makes me happy seeing our dreams come true like that's See ya. Yeah, anytime. Anytime. Yeah, dude anytime I feel like

[00:36:04] Everybody's on y'all dick or for whatever moment that that that moment is where everybody dick riding y'all. I'd be like, yeah I Know while statement bro, but it's true where everybody like yeah, I wasn't there with Joe was struggling to but now y'all there Yeah, you know

[00:36:26] It is ridiculous Same thing with the same thing when I see when I see when I see people that I know Took I did and turned it into something like calves What he did with sampling friends insane very fire bro, I'm so proud of that very party

[00:36:46] Playing the trivia Next week you better than this. Yeah, you should know but all you know that and now seeing everybody pop out and Go to his events and and this is gonna be big claim that kept all day I did Yeah, and I'm like

[00:37:13] That's great. Yeah, there was like two women that said calves told a shit But they know that Kev was doing this like this was a IG game and this is the second name actually. Yeah Don't even don't even look at it that I've talked to Kevin I

[00:37:28] Had to have a convo with him because I'm like yo I had a very similar idea and I know this did not come from thievery and people try to just like Disregard the fact that many people can have similar ideas, bro

[00:37:43] First we'll get the yeah the credit but yo, bro, not nobody. What do you think? He was sitting there watching you and in stole. Yeah. Yeah, so yeah seeing other people are I Like being a cheerleader Paul's if necessary

[00:38:02] That makes me that makes me happy that makes me happy but in this current Stage of my burnout. I just know I gotta You know find time for me really just regroup rest and Get back on my feet, even though I lay me to joke about it

[00:38:21] Believe it last episode like that Don puts a thumbs up That's all I had to tell him my bro. I'll be burnt the fuck out bro. Like I don't feel like talking That's a result of burning. I'm saying I don't feel like talking bro. Like I told him

[00:38:34] That's even worse in this there's one time when I didn't respond he's like oh don't you never spawned in none a group chess What's up? That's different though. That's how I knew something was wrong Because there was three different conversations and at least one of them

[00:38:47] I knew you would have had a pain or especially all do we outside? Something was said and you didn't respond. I'm like now we cooking this nigga in Don is nowhere near the kitchen

[00:39:01] It wasn't it wasn't more so that it was just for the sake of like me checking in on you But I rather people not respond and respond when they're ready cuz that's what I'm doing now

[00:39:10] It's funny easy cuz Don had text me. I don't remember what text said I'd noticed that I did not reply and Then I went to text him when I was in a gym showing him when I was in a gym just cuz I know he

[00:39:21] Probably didn't know I went and I looked at the message prior I was like damn I was really not fucking with nobody for this time like this time because why did I not respond to don't? Think I wrote you some shit like y'all. I'm

[00:39:32] I'm proud of you or some wish. I don't know the fuck I wrote Look at the message, but I was just like I should have responded to my nigga, bro I didn't take it personally. I know your birth down there's a birth that person was

[00:39:41] I don't take it personally. I laid it sometime. I later respond. I'm like even I said it earlier I think or last episode. Mm-hmm. I was like Like I seen I texted you and you're apart for a few hours. I'm like

[00:39:59] It's not that I didn't want to talk to you I just don't want to talk no I mean for me to get ready for work These days is a mental game people all day. No, not all day, but during that fight Yo, especially boarding

[00:40:14] You know you be standing at the front green no, I make sure my seniority never puts me in that position Yeah, I'm either in the back or I'm in the mid Kim yeah, I held Kim down. I got Kim Oh Shoutouts to Kim and I saw another girl

[00:40:40] I saw another girl, but she had tell me that she hit me up until after she got off the flight Yeah, I was gonna hold her down but wait, huh, yeah, I can't wait to get on your yeah

[00:40:53] Yeah, so it's always cool running into people one time. I was going to work. I saw Mo So I'm starting to see people you know that I know Yep I Come in or we just get on his flight

[00:41:15] I would love to I would love a gosh trip because I know we're all instead of going somewhere else, you know Yeah, I think we're all You know what's crazy before we get out of here. I think I have a great group of friends

[00:41:28] Where if I say yo, I'm gonna go on a vacation with y'all which are no matter where the destination is My significant other is comfortable knowing amen, right then I'm with you She know that it's not gonna get crazy unless one particular person goes if he goes

[00:41:46] Everything is out the window, but but honestly, I don't even think I Don't think my significant other Understands how I give it up when I'm outside because she sees me as This hot commodity right So she also thinks everybody else sees me as

[00:42:07] Bro, I'll be chilling. I'll be in the corner Chilling no drink in my hand just chillin, but you know, I Can understand it? I'll be on my dick, too You dig me yo, no, I'm tired what's your problem

[00:42:27] I'm great episode per usual fellas. Thank you for being out here, man. I love you guys, man I love you, too. Don't leave this up. I know I say it's all the time, but you guys are pretty amazing friends. Oh

[00:42:40] Yeah, we do here man, you know trying this family you're doing a great job pal I just don't like that you dig it jig it that mean the gym, but that's okay But um I'm gonna speak my truth One day One day I'm gonna speak my truth

[00:43:14] Down the camera guy Dom Peasley man, you can follow me at stay focus la or my new burner page. I need a mouth hug Sick Really do that this episode really made me That would make me so happy Not a mouth hug I just need a woman

[00:43:51] Do what you gotta do and support us and we support you we continue to show you how to love that Yeah, I was man No, um Snickers. Yo boy Joe underscore got game. Yeah. Yeah

[00:44:01] I was just putting the bed in cuz you know the generator screws my head so you another generator So I hold it down for the bro wavy in it Sondra Yeah Sunday, New York Yes, sir

[00:44:13] We're not getting new clothes unless you wearing a dress you ain't getting nothing yeah, I forgot yo to next time man God is good cuz that lays I'm done here No, I really need a mouth